from profound to ridiculous

Here we still are. Great, isn't it? I mean - did you ever truly doubt it? I got my head around this end-of-the-world scenario many, many years ago. Most of you will remember me as 'slightly wacko' from time to time. So, wacko old me was contemplating the end of the Mayan calendar, the Hopi map (most of the world submerged) and other stuff as early as the early 70s.

The first time I really, REALLY thought about it I figured it wouldn't matter too much as far as I was concerned because I'd be well over 70 by then and probably doolala anyway. I was very sad for my children, though, and that got me off to really, REALLY fish for more info.

First of all I found that everyone who believed in the fact that a new way of living had to be 'invented' or we'd all dig our own grave anyway, had nothing to do with what that kind of wish-washy so-called New Age began to be all about.

The New Age as envisaged by the sages was not about nice little fairies, pixies, communing with the leprechauns and definitely not with some Archangel Michael getting all the prepared ones(?) into some sort of New-Age spaceships to ferry them into ascension. A lot of people actually believed that. I don't know if any of you ever dived into this as much as I did and listened to those really, REALLY silly 'ascension tapes'. They were traded like gold dust or pure heroin, in secret, in whispers (psst - I have them, I'll tape them for you, or I lend them to you if you promise...).

What did you expect to see this morning?

I won't go into the long list of New-Age fads which became a very lucrative business - from selling special crystals to meditation stones and what have you. I don't mean to imply that crystals and meditation stones aren't a good thing to have. I own some wonderful crystals and I am convinced they resonate with me and some may even be healing. What I objected to more and more was that those guys only wanted to squeeze a buck out of the believers (and how many uncritical believers there were) as they could get away with. Many of us serious 'New Agers' jumped off that bandwagon very quickly.

Yet, there is a New Age. And it's here. Don't know whether you can feel it (it's still closing in with stealth but will probably soon get bolder) which is simply about us all becoming, let's put it carefully, nicer. Nicer? Well, with a bit of a push and a shove, we open up to the plight of others, we begin to understand that whether you are blue, purple, black, white, green with antennae, or furry with four feet and probably a tail, we're all the same. We hurt, we bleed, we hope, we love and, now, here is the novelty, we all have a great big communal soul pond. Some would even say that we are becoming 'Christed'. What?

The interpretation of 'christing' is 'the process of attaining the state of the 'Christ', or embodying the frequency of unconditional love'.

Anyway, this is just a little note to congratulate us all on being here and looking forward to the times a-coming. I don't believe we see any immediate change, no thunderclap y, voilà, nothing so exciting. But I am absolutely delighted that I am here to experience this.

Crop Circle

I remember my father. We (I and my little baby boy) went to visit my parents in Germany. Sitting on the parental bed we watched, awed, the first man walking on the moon. In black and white. And my father (born in 1892 and a test pilot of the first aeroplanes in 1911 - imagine! - and a bit of a mad genius) grinned, clapped his 77-year-old hands, and said, "I am so glad I am still here to see this."

And so say all of us. So, let's be kind to each other and our world. It's the only one we have and it's beautiful.

Today that's all from me, folks, slightly wacko, very happy, and wishing you all an exciting shift and a new beginning. See you next year! God bless.

As always,
with besitos desde Lima,
Rose, Rosie, Rosmarie, Romy etc...

Right. Now. Then. Where do I start? That’s always the trickiest question, and this time it may have an easy answer. Let’s start at the very beginning. Well, let’s see. It’s not as easy as I first thought. I think I misplaced that beginning somewhere in the deepest darkest moments of my unconscious. Perhaps.

Once upon a time, I may have been in my early twenties – or even earlier – I heard the Peruvian pan pipes somewhere on a street in Germany. There were a lot of ‘them’ in Germany then. Dressed up as only they had a right to do and also to generate some interest, keep warm, cash in on their alien-ness for which they probably paid dearly on a day-to-day basis. Germans embrace the exotic when they go boldy out to meet it but are at times somewhat hesitant to received it in their own back yard gracefully. Dunno.

It’s just that there was that sound, strange, exotic, bringing with it images of never before seen: mountain ranges, animals with two heads (yes, well…), rivers under green roofs, trees that would open their arms if you were unlucky enough to fall down from a great height and calmly closing them again over you to keep you theirs forever, birds singing different songs, majestically flowing rivers, Isabella la Catholica, the Santa Maria, and people like Pizarro on clanking, rusting armour on enormous horses wreaking havoc; Machu Picchu, the lost city and the last Inca ruler Atahualpa. And that’s only an end. Before a new beginning – as always.

But back to Germany. Or, perhaps fast forward to Spain. Some lady clairvoyant told me many things (my friend Lindy took me there around 1978 or so – we were just checking her out as it were) about many things, among them was something I dismissed immediately, of course: that I’d been in Peru in a previous life and would go back. Me? Are you nuts? I don’t even know anybody from Latin America, let alone Peru. ‘Ha!’ I hear you whisper while you’re reading this. Ha! Indeed.

I bought some Peruvian folklore (which I love to this day), met someone who became a friend (of Spanish provenance, grown in Peru), I moved to Spain (the reasons for that move may well be content for another blog one day), and met (and eventually married) - lo and behold - another Peruvian, and here I am. Ok, not quite. I was going to talk about paradise, wasn’t I – not just about beginnings.

Is there another ‘mature’ lady you know who’s been presented with 100 hectares of rain forest recently? No, neither do I. After buying the land, Lucho disappeared around once a month to work in the finca. And about two weeks ago five of us set out to find out what he’d been up to for the last few months.

It’s still very early Spring in Lima and relatively cold. After one hour flying time we left the plane in Tarapoto, the District of San Martín, sweltering and pulling off clothes. No air conditioning in the small airport. Our cases arrive, hot. Outside, among moto-taxis (those three-wheelers, tuk-tuks in Thailand, a bit like motorized rickshaws) waiting for passengers was a car, reasonably large and in reasonable condition, to take us the next two hours to a small village called Sauce and from there to a hotel called La Sirena.

Not as straight forward as it sounds. We were going up, up and upper along an asphalted road which would in European terms be a slightly neglected B-road. It came to an end at the Huallaga River. From the Encylopaedia Britannica: Huallaga River, Spanish Río Huallaga, river in central and northern Peru. It rises in the Andes mountains just south of Cerro de Pasco and descends north-northeastward past Huánuco and Tingo María. The Huallaga carves a valley between the Cordillera Central and the Cordillera Azul and emerges into the Amazon River basin to join the Marañón River downstream from Lagunas. The Huallaga is estimated to be 700 miles (1,100 km) long but is mostly unnavigable.

We crossed the Huallaga with the help of a motorized car ferry and continued on neglected dirt roads for the rest of the journey. Stopped at Limoncocha, a salt-water lake half-way up to take more pix (we’d already been clicking away furiously ‘cause we’d never seen anything like it…) . I couldn’t find much on the internet or anywhere else regarding the Peruvian Limoncocha laguna, except one telling line: FACILIDADES: Ninguna = facilities: absolutely none. It’s on the way to the Laguna Azúl or Lago Sauce or Lake Sauce or the Blue Lake which our finca borders with approximately 200 meters of shoreline.

It’s already getting dark when we finally get to La Sirena where a small woman comes up a steep hill towards us, climbing like a goat and bringing us a huge smile and a kiss each: ‘Hola, soy Amanda’. The ‘hotel’ consists of three bungalows of varying sizes. We have been allocated No. 2 – a bungalow that ‘sleeps seven’ as they would say in British holiday brochures. Lucho and I on double, Phil and Paty on with three singles, Evita one double in the extension of what may be called the living area which contains one plastic table and three plastic chairs. One bathroom. No mirror. No cupboard, no wardrobe, no nothing. As I said, facilities: absolutely none. We manage.

The view is breathtakingly beautiful (it’s the only word I have… like ‘love’, ‘beautiful’ can mean so many things and has been used so badly), so we don’t really care. Amanda comes to tell us to keep the door closed after five or we’ll be eaten alive in the night. We ask her for towels. We eat the last stodgy stuff we were offered on the flight and stashed away in our backpacks.

Paradise comes with a price tag, as do all things. Let’s do some apophases: I’ll spare you the whining voice of the urbanite who’s suddenly been deprived of all mod cons, I’ll not talk about the Paty’s squeaks when she saw bigger and better insects (even the ants are huge), neither shall I mention our astonishment that there’s not a pane of glass in sight, just wire mesh to keep the bichos out, I won’t bitch about the fact that we couldn’t plug in anything (cameras, cell phones, hair dryers, shavers etc), or that that few lights were the ever-lasting low wattage kind.

I’ll let the photos speak for themselves from here on, and assure you that Lucho had been working his heart out. He’s even learning how to use the machete. They planted, they weeded, the cleaned, revived the coffee and the cacao plantation, found already a lot of the medicinal plants (even one that closes over a wound like Compeed and costs nothing, just a small tick of the bark), he had benches made around nine trees and much, much more. He got back last night and brought three kilos of our first coffee harvest. The bees are in for it, they didn’t fill their honeycombs yet. Guys, I could write a book. It would probably be a very boring one. But never in my life have I experienced such peace.

PS: For the night noises I attach the link to a very bad video I made which ends with me falling into and immediately out of the hammock. You’ll hear my trade-mark word: ‘fuck!’ – coming from the heart.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=29GnlgSl_DM

PPS: No recipe today... it's a different kind of post. Besides, the fare in situ was more or less anything as long as it was chicken or local fish with fried bananas and rice.